bye bye 2010..hello 2011

today last day in year 2010..bye2 all memories in 2010...nothing special pn for this year..still same cm dlu gak..
stupid thing dat happened in year 2010

*still cant forget him*
*arguing with my best friend till now cant fix it back ;(- PIER*
*quit from UITM,COLLEGE*
*cant lose my weight ;( *
all this thing i want to fix it back..hope soooooo..like forget him, fix back my friendship. pray 4 me. :)

sweet memories happened in year 2010

*got new friends!*
*learn so many things about life*
*got new job*
hope for next year..i get a new life.. :)

coming soon!

pejam celik pejam celik...kte dah nk msuk 2011... pe azam korg untuk tahun 2011??

ADOBE PHOTOSHOP???

still guna yg neyh!!!

nk guna yg ni!!!

oh gosh!! siyes la...ak still use adobe cs2.. waaaa;( dah beli dh software cs4, but x leh nk install!! org len dh maju,ak je x lg..shit!.. since kej as admin enyh..ak byk improve ak pye skill using tool la kn..lau x,mmg xpnh nk explore..thanks to brother naim coz slalu mntk ak design bnde yg ak x pnh terpikir nk design n pk cmne nk wat kn.. :)

FIX IT BACK!

ok, dah masuk 10bulan kot ak ngn MR. P x ckp.. or dalam erti kata laen, kteorg gdo! Shit!siyesly..ak mmg nk fix kn blk our relation..tp entah la.x thu dh nk wt cmne..slh ak jugak sbb tgur cmtu..tp dats a reality!!hurm..de spe2 thu cmne nk fix blk relaltion yg tgh de problem???

formspring.me

Ask me anything http://formspring.me/cikvam

i want this!

okay.. aku nk sgt2 bende neyh..cmne nk dpt kn???hurm..simpan duit la der...nk simpan tu yg cm sush sket la kn.. hohhoho.. de spe2 nk tlg bg x??lalala

1month ago..

ok,dah sebulan lebey kot ak kt penang neyh. so far smua ok + ak dh de teman nk berbual even just dlm ofis.ok la tu kn. dr xde teman nk berbual.kang diam sgt2 kang bleh bisu kot. ;p
2nd teman ak tu husband somebody. so biase la kn,mulut org kn.ak bkn megatal pown ngn die,juz borak2,melawak je. tu pooonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn jd mslh bg dorg2 tu kn. ye la dat guy not close ngn dorg,oppssss.... dlu pnh,tp pas dorg complain psl die pye peramah,tros die x bpe nk borak2 ngn dorg kn. lntak la..ak xksh pown whtever org nk ckp.bnde ak x buat pape pown. i know my self :)
thirdly, CONGRATS pd mber2,adik,sepupu2 ak yg dpt pointer 3 something ! im so very pround :)

1 weeks..

ok,dh seminggu ak kt penang neyh..byk tmpt x thu..alahai..kalau fasih jalan pown..kat seberang sne..mmg la fasih jln sne..dah nme pown kmpg ak kt sne kn... :)
igt nk blk kmpg smlm..tp keadaan cuaca x mengizinkan..so lepak la sorg2..ritu depavali,ak g tgk wyg sorg T_T , g gurney sorg2..ni la nseb xde kwn kn..nk ajk ank sedara,sepupu sepapat di seberang smua bz..hurm..lau cmni..smpai ble2 la ak sorg kn..xde kwn.. waaaa....
tmpt kje ak smua ok..smua baik2 je..cme biase la ak kn..x byk ckp..npe tahhh...bru lg kot..haha..lau x byk ckp je kn ak eyh..yg xleh blah jd pemalu2 je..bongoks! tu bkn ak la!haha..dlu kt epoh,2hari je ak dh leh sesuaikn diri..neyh dh seminggu..hurm..dorg cm strict sket la..or mgkn ak xknl dorg lg..so xnk komen pape. as long dorg ok dh ckup baek la tuk ak..
hurm..tp t ak de temuduga SPA..mls je kot nk pg..dh ok sgt dh tmpt kje skrg..kang x pg temuduga tu kang majok plak bapak ak ngn ak kn..so pg je la..dpt x dpt blakang cte..tp slalu nye lau technican2 neyh,dorg amek laki je..dpt xpe,x dpt lg la xpe kn..hehehe..org len tergedik2 nk kje ngn Gov,ak je kisah x kisah kn..lalala

P/S: HEY ! cpt sket suaikan diri ngn keadaan bru,OK?!

1.11.2010

dat's date! i want start my new life..finally..ak dh dpt kje.ak nk mulakan hidup bru ak..di PENANG.kali neyh ak xnk cpt melatah ble de something jd pd hdup ak.ak kne kuatkan hati.ckuplah.dh byk agt mse ak terbuang.dan kali neyh ak hrp xkn jd cm dlu.n ak akn "lepaskan" die dri hidup ak..ak doakan die bahagia. :)

old story!

kwn bia ikhlas..bkn sbb kn terutang budi or pape...please la..ak x perlu kn kwn yg mcm tu..bg aku kawan ngn ak adalh sbb diri ak,bkn sbb ak pnh tolong or berbudi ke pe ...ak ni insan biase jer..bkn perfect pown. ak rse lebeh senang kot ak x pyh nk ctct dorg2 tu..smua wt ak sdey jer..hurm..susah btol..de kwn susah..xde kwn pown susah..tahhh laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...

boring..bosan..

sgt bosan...!! lepak umah je kn...ble nk g kje neyh..de x jwtn manager tuk ak eh????

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lately neyh hati sgt igt pd die..benci btol...nk x nk ak kne tme smua neyh kn.. and the latest skali..dgr die nk kawen????btol ker????lau btol alhamdulilah la..ak doakan kebahagiaan die..lgpn ak ngn die bkn de pape dh..cme tu la..hurm... T_T

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smlm sje on no lme ak...de 32 miss called...smua dr mber2 ak tu..sbe slh pown de je ngn dorg weyh...entah la...

I LOVE THEM

sye syg family sye. sye syg kwn sye. sorry sgt2..dh buat korg smua susah hati.. janji x buat hal dah to PAK LAH,thanks sbb ctct ak ritu blk..lau x msti ak dh hanyut jauh dh ngn hdup ak ni. to EPY,thanks sbb x lpe kn ak even ang slalu hilang kan diri. to BOTAK,thanks sbb nasihat ak x henti2 skrg ni bru ak thu,ak bkn sorg2 lg.maaf kan ak sbb pnh buang kalian smua dlm hidup ak.cri kwn baru.KONON! tp smua tu xdpt menganti kan tempat korg.korg mmg terbaek.ak igt korg dh x peduli kan ak.terutamanye pak lah.ak igt ang dh xnk tgur ak.tp ak silap. sbb kan ak de mslh ngn kwn len,kwn yg x bersalah pown ak buang cmtu je.kejam kn.maafkan ak.ak xkn buat hal lg. T_T NOTA PENTING: sye syg kn family dan kwn2 sye yg dr dlu slalu ngn sye.

"Stand Still, Look Pretty"

I want to paint my face
And pretend that I am someone else
Sometimes I get so fed up
I don't even want to look at myself

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I hate the way you look at me I have to say
I wish I could start over

I am slowly falling apart
I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start
You might think it's easy being me
You just stand still, look pretty

Sometimes I find myself shaking
In the middle of the night
And then it hits me and I can't
Even believe this is my life

But people have problems that are worse than mine
I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time
And I wish that everyone would go and shut their mouths
I'm not strong enough to deal with it

nOtaTanGan:thanks to my "nenek" coz link me to this song..it's so meaningful dear.

OPEN HOUSE

today pg open house rumah fatah..cm x cye je kn..ye la..dh bpe tahun kot x jpe..then ptg td mber2 mse sek rendah dtg..gle la..dis year mmg ak rye ngn mber pmpuan then dis year gak 1st time mber pmpuan dtg rye umah ak..hurm..masing2 dh de besar..cm x cye je kn...

RAYA!

hari niey dh masuk rye ke 3 kot..tahun ni rye cm x semeriah yg dlu2..myb faktor peningkatan umo kt? ;p 1st rye pg jejalan ngn fain,ruq,azie,mia,tah ngn spe lg tah..dr pukul 1 ptg smpai ke mlm..peh...leteh kot..ak drive..bape kali tah mati...mmg kompem ak xleh bw sgt keta manual!hahaha..dkt bukit bpe kali je mati,dkt trafik pown mati gak..sengal tol..kne beli keta auto gak la jwb nyer!!nseb la owner keta tu tolong2 ajr sket..hahaha..thanks la cik ruqaini oii!! pic rye thun ni pown x byk ..mls la nk snap2 pic neyh..pape pown enjoy even penat! >_<

notaKenangan :Finally..pg gak rye umah kwn ak..

Shopping!!

smlm..dr tghry smpai ke mlm..shopping wit ruq n azie..ngehngeh..thne berbuka d mcd..(cm posa je kn)..lepak..lepak..smua dh beli..selendang,kasut,make up..then now tgal purse jer..erm..nk bodek pak amin..hoho

nOtaKu:Luv my dad ..hehehe...

RINDU?IGT?

OK.CUKUP.ak rindukan kwn ak,PIER.hurm..smpai ble la ak ngn die akn jd mcm ni.siyes! raye ak tahun ni x mcm sebelum2 ni..sbb?sbb ak rse kekurangan ble PIER xde! ye la..every year ak rye ngn die kn..then,last year die bg selendang kt ak.. ;( n ak mmg x pkai dh after ak ngn pier wt haluan masing2..ak simpan je selendang tu..sbb ak xnk rosak kn selendang tu... T.T
mcm ne rye ak thun ni?mmg ak x harap mber2 dtg umah ak pown (hope dorg x dtg) bunyi cm pe je kn??tp tu la..ak xnk dh jpe kwn2 ak yg de sangkut paut ngn PIER..smua tu akn wt ak terase ati lg..sbb??PIER xkn dtg umah ak.. T,T

nOta AkU: PIER,smpai ble nk jd cmni?

MENGAPA SUKAR MELAFAZKAN MAAF?

sdg cuba jadi COOL???

2,3 hari ni..emosi ak cm x stabil..hurm..rse sdey je..pe je sket2 nk rse sentap..hurm..dh la..ak pown xthu pe je ak ni kn..bagai sgt!

sedih? sentap? cepat nk nek angin? pendiam? nk nges? rindu? hurm..ni je dlm diri ak skrg.bodh tol..ak xnk rse cmni...dh2 la...

notaLAMA : hurm...ak mgkn rindu?

BOSAN

bapak arrrrr...............rini bosan btol..pe je nk wt smua x best..rse cm nk nges jer..ak cm rindu kt die... ;(

S.A.H.U.R

rini sahur @ KFC..yg xbest..nugget xde...hurm..awl plak sahur..pkul 12.30 pg..gle la kn..pg ngn bpak ak,mak ak n sis ak..mkn pe je..wedges ngn burger zinger je..hurmmm

nOtaLaMa: td tgk pic2 adik2 ak..c bam n c farah upload dkt fb...waa...air mata leleh jer..tah la..lately ni rindu gle ngn dorg... ;(

SIR S & KELAS IMD

dlm kelas ni tbe2 ak nyanyi lagu anak kucing dkt si rizal tu..n ending kelas tu sir tacing2 plak...then, pe lg..ak ngn adik2 yg len jpe die..then say sorry kt die...hurm..kuat tacing la sir ak..n x sgke plak..sir tu dlu yg ak ske gelak kan die,x ske die..now dh jd kwn bek ak..hahaha..leh kata kn slalu je die text ngn ak.. :) ak pown lau bosan pown ak text die..hurm..sje tye kabar adik2 ak dlm kelas tu cmne..then die pown kdg2 share la rse sentap die ngn adik2 ak tu..hurm..
pnh kot die cm sedey gle..rse down..sbb markah kuiz adik2 ak trok! yg xleh blah die marahkan adik2 ak tu sbb markah rendah..so pe lg..ak sekolah kn die sket..ye la..asl student dpt markah rendah je,lecture nk marah2 bagai..so ak ajr die tuk lebih byk bersabar..yg x leh blah die ckp nk quit dr jd lecture..mmg mntk ak marah die la kan..hahaha..n x sgke plak ak..ak mrah ex lecture ak tu.hahaha..
tp disebabkan ak marah die la kteorg cm kamceng sket..hahaha..kelakar la die tu sbnrnye..dlm kelas ske je wt muka mintak buku lali ak kn..tp dlm phone..bapak kelakar!hahaha..cya la sir!tp tu je..ak xleh nk pgil nme die cm die mntk..ak msti pgil sir jer..btw, die mmg best pown!hahaha...

NoTa SiKu : sir ajk dtg kolej,nk lepak n blanje ak mkn ..hahaha..mmg nk pg pown,tp tgk la dlu.lgpown ak nk jpe adik2 ak dlu.tu yg penting.die kemudian..hehehe..sorry SIR!

perbualan di kelas IMD

td mse selak2 buku nota conteng2 ak..sehelai demi sehelai ak selak..then ak jpe blk..perbualan ak ngn ex class ak OM1C..ngn adik2 ak neyh..mengantok gle kelas tu..dh la tu..1 pe pown ak x phm..bagai! so ak capture paper yg de perbualan ak ngn adik2 ak tu..hahaha

perbualan 1



KAK AIN : Hye awk..awk wt pe??
RIZAL : Blaja la k.Ain!!
XIGT LA SPE : tidurlaa!!
X IGT SPE LG : buat bodoh jee!!!
FAREL : Aku blur!....
AFEY : ngh mengipas + x tahan saked pwot :(
NANCY : tengah beradu asmara dengan suami tercinta. HA! HA! HA! :P
FARAH : Jiwaq kosong melihatnya dhadapan!! ahh..ah...

perbualan KE 2



KAK AIN : Korg fhm x?akak fhm sgt2..Korg?
RIZAL : Faham, boleh igt smpai tjuh keturunan
X IGT LA SPE : faham,bley igt smpai kubor.
X IGT LG SKALI :fahimtum...La!! Haha :)
NANCY : tergoda apabila bertentangan mata dengannya. WAKA WAKA :)
FAREL : Perhh..paham la bha! sampe nak tercaboot doe mata!!!


actually, ak rindu gle kt dorg ni..especially si Rizal tu..hurm.die la yg ske kehulu kehilir ngn ak..even kdg2 die mmg menyakitkan hati ak..hahaha..tp nk wt cmne,sakit ati pown,ble dlm kelas hilang die dr mata ak,ak mesti melilau cri die kn..n die pown sme.lmbt je ak masuk kelas..de la t die text ak.. "akk kt mne?" "akk dtg kelas,sy bosan.." "ala..dh jge tempat akk dh.." hurm..really miss u dik.. u know wht dik,sometimes before i sleeping,when i recall our memories,i not realize then act. i'm crying dik.even kte knl 1 month je..mcm2 kngn je kn..


farah,Effa, MUMMY BAM! y i call bam "mummy"..? bcoz die tu ske je cri pasal..hahaha..mummy daddy..eee...ak geli..hahaha..nk thu spe daddy die??c rizzal tu la..Ya Allah..ak lau dgr dorg ber "mummy daddy" dlm kelas ke,dpn ak ke..ak rse geli je.pdhal ak nk gelak sbnrnye..hahaha...Bam2..really miss u!
Farah,hati ske kering..kalau org cri pasal ke.. de je kn ayt die.." lantak ko la.ak mls nk lyn pagai ko tu!" hahaha..


effa..rindu die pye bagai yg ske sound direct tu..tp bgus gak die pagai cmtu.. :)

nOta KuKu KaKi: Really miss u all...when i post dis entries..air mata bergenang jer..rindu korg sgt2..tp korg igt akk x??msti x kn.. korg bz.. :) xpe,akk fhm.akk nk tgk korg berjye k!

My Hero??in dream!

lately ni ak ske je dgr lagu "hero" by Enrique Iglesias...terbaek la...mendayu jer sore jantan die kn...hahahaha..lagu ni dh lme kot ak xdgr since "he" gone from my life :p
btw,lau bkn sbb "die" pown, ak mmg minat gle kt c mamat sore romantik ni.. hehehe..dgn mata die yg memukau..pergh!actually juz nk imbas memori jer..bkn pe pown..

my hero :p

(Let me be your hero)
Would you dance if I asked you to dance
Would you run and never look back
Would you cry if you saw me crying

Would you save my soul tonight
Would you tremble if I touched your lips
Would you laugh oh please tell me this
Now would you die for the one you love
Hold me in your arms tonight

I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine
Would you lie would you run and hide
Am I in too deep have I lost my mind
Well I don't care you're here tonight

I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Ohhh I just wanna hold you,
I just wanna hold you, oh yeah
Am I in too deep have I lost my mind
Well I don't care you're here tonight

I can be your hero baby
I can kiss away the pain
(Ohhhhhhhhhhhh yeah)
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

I can be your hero
I can kiss away the pain
And I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away
I can be your hero

Panas,Hot..

gle kentang..suhu kat taiping ni melampau2..panas gle..rse lau nk pg mne2 nk je ak bw Fan..lau duduk dlm keta pown,bka air cond pown,blom tentu hilang rse panas..aingin yg de pown bwk haba panas..hari ni sje ak dh mndi 5 kali..rse cm nk berendam dalam tab yg penuh ais batu!



NotaJari: kalau dpt minum coke + ais batu..peh!!

sya rindukan mereka...

Rizal!rindu gle kt die ;(

seminggu dah aku de kt tpg..entah la..siyes..aku rindukan budak2 kelas ak..especially RIZAL!ye la..kt sne dlm kelas ak je sblh die...ble jd mcm ni..kdg2 ak rse die de je sblh ak..rindu gle ngn budak sengal ni..rindu ngn manje die yg mcm nk mntk kaki ak..tp tu la yg wt ak syg die!de only adik laki yg always ngn ak.. :)

miss them very much!

then effa,farah,bam,nancy...colors of my life..de je bnde yg wt ak nk gelak je ngn kerenah dorg ni kn..miss them a lot!c effa yg manje2,bam yg ala2 rock, farah yg ala2 tacing ,nancy yg ala2 mulut xde insuran...rindu korg weyh!

afey n ain..thanks a lot coz de ngn akk time akk need someone..thanks sgt.. smu budak kelas om1c..syg korg ketat2!

ENJOY!

hpy gle!pg sg congkak...then pg jln2..yg best tu..ni la 1st time ak drive jauh.. lau x..drive dr umah pg kdai je..hehehehe..peant sgt2!tp fun..tp ble blk dr hpy2...smua jd len..mcm2 hal jd..hurm..npe je ble nk bhagia pasti de je org xske?

8.8

last year celebrate besday pier.. ;( miss him very much!damn!

hpy besday pier!!!
dis year ak x dpt celebrate or give pape pown kt ang pier..
hurm... siyes..ak rindu kn ang pier..
mne ang pg..npe je jd cmni..
lme sgt ang hilangkan diri
jauh dr ak
smua slh ak
maaf kan ak pier.
tp siyesly..
pe yg ak ckp ritu
bkn tuk bg our frenship kte renggang
tp ak cme nk ang idop berdikari
tp bkn mcm ni crenyer
ak rinudukan pier ak yg dlu..
siyes!hidup ak x tentu arah.
ak perlukn ang tuk guide hidup ak
smpai ble la kte nk mcm ni kn pier....
rse bru smlm je celebrate besday ang kt umah ak..
sumpah pier! ak rindu kn ang!
cukup2 la majuk ngn ak tu..
hidup ak serabut
xthu nk story kt spe prob ak..
lau dlu,even ang dgr x dgr
at least ak thu ang de ngn ak..
tp skrg??
pier..
ak rindu kn kte yg dlu...
;(

live only once,not twice!

laugh when u can,apologize when u should,let go wht u can't change,smile when u sad,life is too short to unhappy,love wht u got,remember wht u had,always 4give but never 4get,learns from ur mistake,but never regret!remember wht had happened,life must go on!am i ryte??we only live once,not twice!

pulangkan kegembiraanku..

pe yg ptot ak buat? byk jalan dlm hidup kte tp nk cri yg terbaek wat diri kita bukn mudah ak masih memikir pe yg terbaek dlm diri ak skrg hidup ak x lg riang cm dlu ak sendiri pn x thu ceria?dh xde dh Serious! ak mmg nk hidup ak yg dlu sblm ak x sht ni ak nk sgt2! tp npe ak x mampu nk lawan smua ni? ak kne kuat bnde ni x mampu lemahkan ak ...

KERASUKAN

believe it of not..dis is my 1st time ak alami bnde ni.. sumpah!sakit gle! setan tu byk kaco perasaan ak.. sorry mas coz dh byk bg problem.. didn't means to making problem wit u.. but the truth is akak sentap! tp siyes x sgke setan tu dpt bce bace n kawal perasaan akak! so sory my dear.. really luv u adik.. but if i jus trouble maker to u, sory,i never do it again! and 4 the rest yg byk tolong akak time akak kne rasuk thanks sgt2! korg la kwn n adik yg terbaik dan terhebat!

it's dat true???

i'm sick of all this... please tell me y i fell like dis fucking shit??? it's dat true bout dat?? please god tell me.. it's dat true???

sy seorg pemarah ker???

sy seorang pemarah ker???
sy xde niat nk marahkn die
sy cme terase ati ngn die
maafkan sy wahai adik ku..
sy thu sy tak sempurna tuk jadi kakak yg terbaik

hang out!

plan nk gerak pkul 10..tp normal la kn...pmpuan..nk touch up bagai kn...kul 11.30 bru gerak...dr kolej nek cab..then nek monorail...bagai je kn ! smpai je kt TS(bkn tpg central)time square..hohohoho..yg len tros g beli ticket..but ak ngn farah g marayau2..bagai je kn..huhuhu.... cte twilight :eclipse..so far bleh tahan la kn...3/5 coz cam bosan jer..tp len org len pendapat la kn... bg ak cte ni bosan..tp ending die yg best pown sbb bella nk kawen ngn edward! (luv robert very much!)

clown

meanwhile nk tgu time tgk movie tu,ak ngn farah n miya jln2 kt area bb...kebetulan time tu TM de wt show..so lpak2 tgk show tu..that badut so cute seyh! then pastu cm biase la kn..ak ngn camera mmg xleh dipisahkn..so mse otw nk blk ke TS blk tuk tgk movie,tepi jalan pown jd la kn nk snap2! show pkul 5..lepas abes show tros blk...huargh....ngantok..!

everything under control..

guess what???ak dh bleh sket selesa kn diri ak kt kolej ni..even sometimes so bored,but i can handle it..dengan budak umah yg sengal2 gila2 cam ak,so far ak leh je kn stay kt cni..cme ble dorg blk umah ak cam lonely sket la..major kt cni asal dr area cni jer..lau de jauh pn 2,3 org jer..but they had boy to go out kan..cm ak ni..alone jer kn..but it's okay..before dis pown mmg ak alone jer kn.. tp mse kt poli dlu every weekend ak blk...hohohoho..so now its my turn to stay kt hostel...lau dkt bleh je kn ak blk kn ;p

btw,dlu cam segan2 jer kn ngn budak2 umha ni..but now dorg ok je..gle banget dowh we all..yg best time g kn..kecah je!! ;p

tp de sket sdey la kn..de je muka cam c azli tu kt cni..hurm..npe je kn..kt uitm pown dlu je kn muka cm die..now pown de je even x de la iras sgt2 kn!

p/s: miss my family!

UNIKOP

sedar x sedar..ak dh nk semunggu dh kt kolej UNIKOP ni.. so far not bad la...cme dis week very tired coz mgu induksi... next week nk start kelas dh.. hope everything under control..

nota kaki:HOMESICK!

dear my fwen ;(

i'm broken without u..could u came to me and ask me "how are u my dear??"i'm sick all of this shit!!can we fix our frenship again??“I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out.And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you my fwen.... everything change after we "breakup"..i lost my way..can u understand?

one day..myb..

“One day you'll miss me like i missed you
One day you'll cry for me like I cried for you and
One day you'll love me and I won't love you”

i'm broken..

i'm broken.. if anybody can fix it??? or i can fix it by myself???

JANGAN

Jangan kte terlalu megah dengan pe yg kte de.. jangan kte terlalu takbur dgn pe yg kte perolehi.. jangan kte terlalu yakin dgn pe yg kte perolehi akn jd milik kte selame2nyer.. kerana... semua yg kte dpt,smua yg kte de niey..smua nye pinjaman dr Allah S.W.T... kte hnye menumpang di bumi ciptaanNya..dan meminjam segala yg ada di muka bumi ini..

DEAR MY DAD..

Dis song i dedicated to u dad...even the say this say jus to couple,but for me its can dedicated to anybody dat we want..

-ku ada kamu-

Di kala ku kehilangan di dalam kegelapan, Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk,

Di kala ku kesedihan, kau ukirkan senyuman, Dengan penuh sabar memujuk, Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh. Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh, Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku,

Andai hari esok dunia gelora, Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

Di kala aku tak pasti, Kau tampil dengan berani, Membimbing agar lebih yakin, Dan bila hidup penuh soalan,

Kau berikan jawapan, Melengkap semua kekurangan...

Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh, Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh, Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku, Andai hari esok dunia gelora, Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.

Tidak mungkin diri ini mampu, Hidup tanpa doronganmu,

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh, Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku, Andai hari esok dunia gelora, Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu.

SELAMAT PENGANTIN BARU..

selamat pengantin baru...

sorang lagi anak menakan ak dah kawin.. pasni spe la plak kn.. tgu pengapit perempuan plak kot.. walaupun letih..tp berbaloi2... happening gle! ble dh jpe kaum kerabat yang sekepala.. gelak tak ingat dunia kot!

suatu ketika dulu....

big family...

kat atas ni smua family my dad... miss my grandma..n my grandpa... my grandma had passed away when I 8 years old.. and my grandpa passed away when i 3 months like dat..

THEY ARE THE BEST AMONG THE BEST GRANPA AND GRANDMA I HAD!!LOVE BOTH OFF U!

E.N.J.O.Y

last day my anak menakan wedding..so tired...tp letih2 pown enjoy gler2!! jpe ank2 menakan yg len..mak sedara,pak sedara..wah...ble kerabat2 my dad bertemu..peh..kemain..gelak tak hengat dunia kot! smpai chgkt jrg td around 6 p.m..letih jgn ckp la kn..especially my dad yg drive..ikot plan ak yg nk drive..tp license x lepas!huh!so die la yg kne drive pg blk.. huargh.....ngatok sgt2..tdo dlu..salam..

ain..please sleep!

urghhh....time to sleep.. i thinks this it from today..
now time to pack my stuff to go to KL tomorrow..
my anak menakan wedding..
when my wedding??wait k.. hehehe

after packing..sleep!!!

nyte all...

H.E.A.V.E.N

my Hero,My Truly Friend,My enemy, My Life! ni la hero segala hero dlm hidup ak..even i had BF or myb someday i have husband but he still in my heart..TOP!

nota kaki:to my future husband,hope u understand. :) but i still love u!he juz my dad..try take his heart first before u take his daughter ya!

no one can't replace him.Dia terlalu hebat bg sy!! he full of sense of humor! trust me! although he's face so fierce but he not like dat! tp...de tp nyer..skali die marah..1 umah akn diam kn diri..hOhohO.. suka makan!ckp sje kdai makan yg u all rse2 sedap n terbaik..pasti my dad akn smpai.. n for u uol infomation..a few of his friend always ask him "amin,mne tmpt mkn yg sdp kt ......" psti akn diberi cadangan nya!he decision always be my decision too

(walupn kdg2 x la sgt kn nk ekot ;p

pe je keputusan dlm hidup ak msti ak tye die dlu..tp slalunye die ekot je keputusan ak sbb die x ske paksa ak buat something that i think make my life difficult n bored!

(but i know my decision always wrong n NONSENSE!)

whatever pown he the best in my heart my life my soul! thanks to my dad coz always understand me..syg kamO ketat2!! my Angel.. "kalau mak tak buat,noin x dak nya nk buat..." ni la ayt mak ak..hehehe sorg yg suke membebel..celik2 mata..de je benda die nk jd kn isu..walaupun bnde tu xde la best sgt pown nk d jdikn isu..but myb dah die pye habit kot!hahaha tp whatever pown..ak syg die..kalau xde die xde la ak kt dunia ni kan.. kalau masak..peh! mmg terbaek..but im sure all mother in dis world masak mmg sdp.. tgk pd citaras la kn... my mom x suka nk bw ak pg shopping dgn die!hahahaha..sbb nti terlebih budget..dat's y my dad slalu bg kteorg pg beli brang asing2..x bleh pg skali t over budget! ;p tp lau ak dah mls sgt nk pg beli,jus order je kt die kn..lg save my money! ;p

F.R.I.E.N.D.S....nEvEr EnD????

kawan... rmai org slalu ckp..fren never ends..btol ker??tah la..ak pown x bpe pasti sejauh mne never ends tu...sbb manusia ni makin lme makin brubh..masing2 bz ngn hal sendiri..yg kawen bz ngn family..yg x kawen lg..tp dh de boy/gurl msing2 sbuk ngn pasangan masing2.. tp de setengah tu..ble dh besar,dh de kerjaya yg hebat..slalu lpe pd kwn2 yg byk m'nolong ketika die susah dlu..de gak yg dh lme kte baik,kte dh agp apart of our life tbe2...puh!rpe2nyer kwn mkn kwn..cmne tu..spe nk jwb...??time tu..cm2 rse de..sakit hati jgn ckp la der....sedig msti la de gak kn..tp nk wt cmne...bnde dh jd..mntk maaf??sorry la der...skali lu dh tikam belakang..gua xde nye nk cye kt lu blk dowh!wah!ckp ckp sengal jer..hokhokhok...tp pape pown..kte jgn lah sampai memutuskan pertalian persahabatan..cme kne berhati2 la..kwn mcm biasa..n don't story anything to her/him!kwn bek2 cmtu je..x pyh nk comolot! bg korg pe yg korg fhm dr sudut "friends never ends"??