THE TRUTH

because of you , i willing to be alone and not replace anyone in my heart. if you had hear that i already had someone, that's not true. i just love that guy without feeling. ^_^

BUT..

tp x bermaksud sye doa akn ketidak bahagiaan kau dan die.. but i think it's much better i be like this ALONE. i will keep u in my heart till i give up!

Cerita lama sudah tutup.

yaw! last Eid Adha.. Alhamdulillah..Dia telah menjadi tunangan orang.. sedih?? x sgt..cuma mcm sentap je ;p xpe, dh mmg tertulis aku bkn dari tulang rusuk dia. b4 dia menjadi tunangan org, sempat dia text aku " even ** dh jdi tunangan org, kita tetap kawan" yup! opkos we still friend. last month, u had asked me a few question. but i can't answer it. sbb tak nak u had problem lg ur gf now ur "tunang" . rse hati nk je jwb, tp ble pk kn, x baik runtuhkn masjd org. so, i just give u silly answer

1- Q: Spnjg kte pisah, bpe kali igt dkt ** ?

A: " jarang sgt. dlm sebuln pn blom tntu bleh igt " *< --- full of lies! setiap hari wlaupn hye 10 saat * yes! dis is the answer dat i should give to u. but i had lie to u

2- Q: pe yg akn buat if hubungande mslh slalu mcm dlu?"

A: gduh cm dlu tnpe usul periksa ! * dats not my truly answer dear.. *dlu x mature, now, since kte berpisah, i had learn how to manage prob n how to face it. kte brpsh dlu, n bljr kesilpn masing2. and if are meant to be again, i will protect our relation no matter wht happen as long as u being sincere to me. dats all. n i know dri dlu lgi ** x pnh tpu. cme time tu xleh pk yg mne baik. n byk -ve think lg kt **. so sorry...* <---- yes! dats my true answer!

3- Q: lgu kenangan? dgr x? bila ** dgr lgu tu, msti igt sbb lagu tu yg buat kita close n know each other

A : xpnh dgr pn since kte jauh n had nothing. <--- Sumpah! full of lies!! * the truth is, i owes n still listening to that song.. alarm bgn tdo lgu tu, n believe it, before i go to sleep, i must listen to that song 1st and ble nk siap2 g kje, i buka je lagu tu...*

the truth is I CAN'T GET U OUT OF MY MIND AND MY HEART EVEN IM WITH ANOTHER BOY. BCOZ U ARE THE WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO BE "WOMAN" AND TEACH ME HOW TO FACE ALL PROBLEM. THANKS!

work,eat!

end of this month ak dh ckup 3bulan... ^_^ anyway, dis is the best work yg ak kje..before neyh bkn x best, cme ye la..kje company melayu..mcm2 hal la..mulut masing2 mcm longkang kn..tmbh2 lau jns yg ske puak2..so, mmg ak BENCI la..but this company ok la. coz internasional + staff malyu pn ak ngn akk HR tu je..n only both of we yg stay in ofis. yg len wat kje kt luar. yg kje kt luar smua keturunan cina, n my big boss from thailand and france. no such thing like "ngumpat" in my ofis la kn.hehe..then dorg pn sporting.

dkt ofis pn mcm2 de.. yg best, mkn kt restoren itali kt bwh ni bleh claim! yeah! hari2 melantak spagethi, pasta. nasi x jpe dh.. kdg2 rindu gak kt nasi..oh..poyo je kn...tp thats true..perut ak bkn jenis mkn nsi sgt..tp mkn western food n fast food! * no wonder la bdan cpt naek! *>.< my mom n my my dad x ajr mkn nasi sgt kot??erk!! kt rumah pn smgu skali je kot mak ak msk nsi, and all rest day byk bli kt luar. kfc, mcd, or paling ok pn nasi goreng aym ke, nsi goreng pataya. janji yg BERGORENG! sbb ak bongok sket nk mkn nasi putih kt luar. kompem msti xkn abes. xkena ngn tekak kot. *poyo lg* haha..lntk la..tekak ak kan..;p

p/s: moto ilang, mampus nk jpe dh kn.sedih gle..jge baik2 tp ilang..xpe la, xd rezeki.mgkn dh smpai time beli keta?? hohohoho..

3 bulan ^_^

yeah!! its alomst 3months ak stay kt cni, KOTA DAMANSARA. everything smua ok n this is 1ST TIME KJE YG PLING BEST N SESUAI NGN JIWA AKU!! yeah!! slpas byk tmpt kje ak pg, finally, thanks god..ak jpe kje yg sesuai ngn ak..n gji pn agk menarik $$$ ^_^

almost 3bulan ak kt cni = almost 3months ak ngn pak lah gdo. oh,gdo ker??tah la..hahaha..myb bw haluan masing2. die pn dh hpy ngn life die disamping cik nutz die tu. ! ^_^

Okeh, tutup buku lama, buka buku baru. ^_^ tp dgn die, dh xnk de buku dh.sbb serik diperbodoh kn.yg sudh 2 sudh la. xde dendam dh ak kt die. myb itu yg best way.makaseh.. :)

and the best thing skrg, dh hmpir nk msuk 3thun ak ngn pier x jpe. oh rindu gle! hahaha.. *apsl tah smua nk 3??3buln, 3 thun??hahaha* tp dlm mse 2thun lebih ni, even ak ngn pier dh xjpe, tp everytime ak de prob, ak text kt die, die still with me.settle up my prob as usually before we become like dis. Thanks pier. ^_^ and since ak stay kt cni, if de prob, ak text kt die mntk die pye pndgn, and as usually die still bg pndgn n tolong ak settle kn.walaupn dri jauh. ^_^..yg x bleh blah, ble ak text die ckp ak ingt n tbe rndu kt die, die bleh bls "ok" hahaha..ngek.! dulik pe ak org nk ckp ak perasan ke pe, jnji hye ak ngn die je thu cmne kteorg communicate kn! die kwn ak since sekolah rndah, so xde mknenye nk feeling2 bagai n die pn thu ak mmg syg gle kt die! :))

n smlm ak dgn rse bangga meng post kn 1 bnde kt wall ak tuk die even die xleh bce, tp ak nk mber2 aku kt fb thu .:

Makaseh pd yg like !!

bia la pe org nk ckp psl ak ngn die, yg penting ak,die,ibu, and nabila (1 1 nye adik pmpuan die!) je thu hal kteorg sbnrnye and x lpe gak pd faezah . ;p

dri dlu ak slalu bebel dkt ang ble kte de mslh, ble ang terase ati ngn ak. " ang kwn terbaik ak,xde spe bleh gnti " <--- letih kot nk ulang ayt ni n from now, i realize..yeah, u the one n never be replaced!ak thu kte myb x kn jd serapat dlu. tp atleast ang still de ngn ak ble ak plukn someone to share my prob.cme xleh nk usik2 n kco2 ang je la ble ang g dating kn!hahaha.. * sorry, dh terbiasa ngn ang, everything ak share ngn ang xde 1 pn ak tgl.* Thanks coz still stay with me ^_^.

NotaHantu :thanks to nabila n ibu kamu sbb byk tlg fhmkn aku nsht kn aku mse kte de krisis :)